Well...

I'm sleepy, I don't like papers. I don't like exams. I want school to be done.

Sigh.

I wish I had something exciting to share, but I don't.

yep.

ALSO

I'm pretty sure everyone has seen these but LOOK CUTE VIDEOS OF ASIAN KIDS SINGING:

Top two things that suck about exams:

1. when the exam is out of 20, and it's worth 20% of your grade, that's 1% per question you get wrong. MAD PRESSURE.

2. they are completely unrepresentative of what you actually know.

i am too tired to think of any others right now.

fuck.

i hate feeling like I'm alone.

Oldies.

Luke is a photographic genius and I love him very very much. This is an old photo, but I am at a lack of something to post. And it's awesome. And I look badass.

It's been...

3 months (plus) since my last post. I apologise for this. Being a university student is not as easy and carefree as the high school peeps make it out to be. I barely have time to breathe, I'm feeling like I'm being swallowed by my books. NOT cool.

I'm currently in the middle of hell week. 4 midterms in 3 days, and I still haven't had any of them. First one is in an hour. I need to chill out. In general. I get way too stressed out about the smallest things.

Luke leaves really soon. also NOT cool, but in a way, sort of cool. He's going to have an amazing time, and see new things. I'm definitely jealous, I feel like school is constraining me from things I actually want to do. I mean, I love the work I'm doing, but I feel like it's all I ever do, and that gets me wondering as to whether I actually enjoy it or whether i just feel obligated to feel like I enjoy it because that's what society wants me to think. I don't know. I feel like a trip across canada could be just what I need, but unfortunately, I have responsibilities. I can't wait to graduate and take some time to myself.

I'm probably moving out to an apartment closer to campus. I just feel I need a different vibe. I think it will be good for me. I can't wait to take time to myself, get back into painting, drawing. all the things i did before school and boys because i liked them. :) should be decent.

Yeah.

here is a cool youtube video:

CHRISTMAS POSTING TIME

Look it's a ukulele!

a lil bit of shameless self promotion never hurt anyone.

so, what to say. now that I've found out that a grand total of 2 people I don't know read my blog, I feel obligated to post more often. Maybe it's good for me, this could be kind of a release from the stress-induced death that finals tend to bring.

christmas!

christmas christmas!

it's here! sort of. there are still 13 days until I'm free of finals, and a few more until I actually get to have the joy of a giant family reunion, but it's on it's way! There's supposed to be a snowstorm today. yay!

coming up next: my up to date from last year list of the top 10 reasons I love the holiday season.

love.