It's been...

3 months (plus) since my last post. I apologise for this. Being a university student is not as easy and carefree as the high school peeps make it out to be. I barely have time to breathe, I'm feeling like I'm being swallowed by my books. NOT cool.

I'm currently in the middle of hell week. 4 midterms in 3 days, and I still haven't had any of them. First one is in an hour. I need to chill out. In general. I get way too stressed out about the smallest things.

Luke leaves really soon. also NOT cool, but in a way, sort of cool. He's going to have an amazing time, and see new things. I'm definitely jealous, I feel like school is constraining me from things I actually want to do. I mean, I love the work I'm doing, but I feel like it's all I ever do, and that gets me wondering as to whether I actually enjoy it or whether i just feel obligated to feel like I enjoy it because that's what society wants me to think. I don't know. I feel like a trip across canada could be just what I need, but unfortunately, I have responsibilities. I can't wait to graduate and take some time to myself.

I'm probably moving out to an apartment closer to campus. I just feel I need a different vibe. I think it will be good for me. I can't wait to take time to myself, get back into painting, drawing. all the things i did before school and boys because i liked them. :) should be decent.

Yeah.

here is a cool youtube video: